ChrisBrown Apologizes.

Im happy that he did apologize but its not like people are going to stop talking about him. His apologies did put somethings to rest alittle but who knows wats going to happen next...

Chris you did the right thing. ;)

Funny Vids of the Day. lol

this was sum funny shyt. idkk wat the hell he was doin. lol

Wtf? white gurls r crazii. lol

Dese vids r pretty funny. lol hadd to post dem.

The Throwbacks. Josh Vids. =)

Im a proud supporter of Josh's Vid's.... lol



Part 1.




Part 2.



Part 3.


Like this nigga be making the funniest vids. & like these throwbacks are when fort lee was jumpin & dere was always sumthin to do. I actucally liked fort lee den & now idk wat the hell happened. but yea these vids were pretty funny. & i loved it. & one more vidd..just for laughs...lol

so my nigga Josh puts out another crazy vid that I seem to like. lol this vid was a good vid and we discussed it the other day & he said it was really funny and glad he made it. So check him out on myspace www.myspace.com/chamillitary_soldier07 or www.myspace.com/umsuperstarj.

Update*

So things have kinda changed since the last time I got on here.shyt aint the same in my book. im on some new terms and got someone new in my life. things are going good for my summer and life is just so laid back for me. So this guy i find myself being quite fond of is something different. He makes me mad sometimes and sometimes he makes me smile. I like dis guy and its something new. =) well so ive been writing on my storyy and im glad i got back to it . I kno my friend Jamieca was pushing me to finish it and I am.....when i feel like writing. Well ive been in the gym for most of the month and its normal for me now. Ive seen some sexy's in the gym 2! lol well I got an infatuation with Jesse Boykins III and his voice. He is love for me right now. Im in love with his music. Well I spend my days jaming to all my music on my playlist and playing the same game til I win;;; everynight I wait til 12 when he gets off just to hear his voice && watch [adult swim] until then ;; then i talk to him until we get mad at each other and hang up && make up in the morning. Then my day starts all over again with the same thing. I'm just happy right now. better than i was before. =)
-alex aka alex.

Micheal Jackson Tribute

Maynee today we lost a legend in the music world. He was one of my personal fav's & even though he was going thru some things in his life I would never wish death on no one. He was the last person I thought would die. Just yesterday I was jamin to one of my favs ( like i do everydayy), Human Nature, and then todayy the world loses him. Like it makes no sense.I lovedd every song he made & wish i could have met him. Smooth Criminal was one of the favs and Billy Jean and alot of others. But fareal doe. Ima miss u. and Ima just miss having you in the music industry but I kno everyone who is in the music industry was influnenced by you and your music. Ima surely miss u & I hope you are looking down on us. You can kill a soul but you will never kill a idea...

-alex =(

Brian Spotlight. && Funny Vid of the Week

So like...I think Brian is the funniest person i
eva seen in my life. He is so fucking funny. Like me and him would be best of friends. I love how he makes a vid about everything I need to know about a situation. He is pretty great. I think he should have his own show or something b/c he is great & very accurate. But I think he is great overall and so HOW YOU DOIN!. but I love it & you have to love it.

I <3> Brian

-alex aka alex.

Taylor Swift & TPain. dis shyt was funny.

I didnt kno Taylor Swift went hardd. lol

Gayy Azz Week.

This was the most gayyest week of my life. I wish people would stop being fckin retarted and stoppin being sum dumbazzes. I mean damn im hating this..i wish i could leave. I dont have much to sayy about the last couple dayys. It was plain ol gay. wish i could have went sumwhere where i didnt have trouble knockin on my back door and knockin meh in the back of the headd. well all i have to sayy is FUCK IT.

peace.

-alex aka alex.

Da weekend..=)

SOOOOO...the weekend was greatt. i really needed it. lol on friday i went home wit rachel and we chilled until sarah got there. then we chilled until her brother got home and we jamed to sum music for 2 hours! it was fun. So then we went to the mall for alil bit and laughed somethings and saw acouple cuties. then we saw adrian w/ my brother and bradley. we tawked and den they walked off and then we saw tasa, claire, and mizraim. && after talking for alil we left with rachel's mom and went to walmart. the whole time my head was bangin. lol but we hadd alot of laughs for the night. it was a good night overall..

The next day we got up and went to graduation and that was fun even though we were searching for adrian the whole time. and when we finnially found him we took a couple pics. Ima miss dat guyy. SIKE!! ima see him alot now. haha. so after the graduation i had to go to this car wash and sarah and rachel came with me. After that we got picked up by cj and went to his house and stayed there for like hours. && we kinda just joked around and it was suppa fun. den we walked to dis party && it was wack when we go there. && then after dat we went to get Lou den walked back. dat jant was jumpin when we got back and they was playin all the good grind songs and its crazii that no one got the fighting lol . it didnt end til after 12. i hadd a ball wit all my peoples and i was like sleepy ( if u kno wat i mean) but den we walked to lou house after the party and waited for a cab and made our way back to rachel's house and sarah went to sleep when we got inside and me and rachel stayed up and jamed til 3:30 am. den at 4 pm i was knocked out. lol

so the weekend was funn az eva and im happy everything went well. Wish I could have saw HIM but i didnt so its wateva. Maybe next time. =) well thats it. peace.

Be Real. Fck Fakes.

-alex aka alex

Big Hearts Break Easy ]=

Shyt happens..thats all i got to sayy. Today something was dropped on me that made me come to the conclusion=Love Sucks Azz. So ive been talking so someone that i thought would last but come to find out..he was holding back the fact that he was leaving in a month. So wats the point in falling for meh && have me try to fall for u. SO! instead of telling me all this before hand..he told meh at 5:05 pm on May 31, 2009 knowing that he was leaving in July! Lets be real yall. who the fuck does that. So after finding out this. i thought i would shead a damn tear for him. hell naw. i kno better. I thought he was sumthing different. but i guess not. if i knew this i would have just fucked wit you alil bit den dropped u. but nawww ya gurl was at the edge of the clift bout to jump off but then saw the light and turned away. So i guess they were right when they said "Big Hearts Break Easy" && Im just that gurl...
-alex

.heartbroken.

Jesse Boykins III..something sexy

So there is an artist by the name of Jesse Boykins III. I just fell in love with him && his music. He is one of the most influential soul artists out right now. I love his voice and his music in general. & + he is suppa sexy. One of my favorite songs from him is Tabloids ( Which i heard a while back but could never figure out who he was ) ;; now im starting to love Sunstar ( expecially his guitar version). But overall he is a good singer && ima fan of his now. I Love it . [=

peace.
-Alex

Sooo.

So like i fckin broke my phone. sucks i kno. ]= so hopefully i get a new one soon b/c i need to tawk to my hubby. I miss him hella lot. & so like i hate the fact that we can see each otha on the regular b/c i really like dude & i dont want us to grow apart. so like things need to go good wit him fareal b/c if not im chillen out on niccas for a while. dont need no drama. but i dont have much to sayy. so peace. [=

Be Real. Fck Fakes

-alex aka alexer

What A Week..

If this week wont a busy week..Ive been singing alot at the beginning of the week and then near the end I have been chillen. So lets go down the days.

Monday:

I was chillen you kno. just doing me and studying for my WH2 Sol. Not to much happen that day.

Tuesday:

I had the History Sol. thay jant was easy as a bitch. I mean like I flew through it.&& also I that day, I stayed afterschool to chill wit my peoples. We had alot of fun before our Spring Concert. Then the Spring Concert was jumpin. It was like the best performance I ever been in. But yeahhh dat jant was crazy. I had alot of fun. but i had to end the day on a badd note. I had to write a damn paper.

Wendsday:

Um I didnt kno we had to sing this day. But I sung at Montrell chuch and I had the worst headache and my stomach was talkin to me.The whole service we was acting a fool. Making faces at people. && not understanding a word the preacher was talking about. It was fun riding in Amy's big sexy van. lol Had sum kinda fun that day.

Thursday:

The first day I didnt have anything to do. So i painted my mom's pots for her flowers && they look sexy by the way.[=

Friday:
Thank god for Friday. I took a text up in Spanish and then left early to go to Hampton wit my mom. We did alil shopping and I'm happy. We chilled. Then like HE wanna act crazii. so i went to sleep.

Welll todaay is Saturday && I dont kno what I'm going to do.I dont want to go anywhere now. I dont feel to up to anything. I'm having my momment.&& I need to go to church or somthing. Relese some tension in my mind. I need my stress reliever. I dont kno if I'ma see HIM today. It all depends. Well thats it for now..

Be Real. Fuck Fakes.

muah[=

-@!3x

The Weekend. =)

Soooo like the weekend was kinda great..

Friday:
I went to this Relay For Lyfe at Petersburg Highschool. My boo couldnt come so i was so boredd. but i had alil bit of fun wit my friend tierra && my cuzzins.

it was okk.

Saturday:
Great azz day. =) So we went to a competiton && won by the wayy. . then me and my choir people went to kings dominion && hadd hella lot of fun. I mean damn it was so fun. we hadd alot of crazy momments. && then the bus ride back everybody was sleeppy. =) haha. well i can say it was a great day.

Sunday:

Badd day for me && i dont want to talk about it. lol

SO! thats how my weekend went and today was a ok day. Ive been resting and I'm bout to go get a perm so until next time...

Be Real. Fuck Fakes.

-@!3X

My Night.

So like I went to this little jant at Petersburg High School called Relay for Life. It was kinda cool. too badd my boo couldnt come =( i was hot az shyt out there && missing him so much cuz dis dude was all on meh. Well i had some good food and listened to some good music. =) it would have been the perfect night if he was there.. but until next time..

Be Real.Fuck Fakes.

-@!3X-3r

Im the Fckin Best =)

So like its morning && im listening to the song my boo wrote meh. =) its a good song. mite be profile worthy. haha. but like today im going to the Relay For Life at Petersburg High School. but the badd thing is HE is not gone be dere. =( but like dats ok doe. Im see him soon. today I get my fckin privisional liscence too. heyy!! ima be whippn' it on JULY 14 2009.

all i need is a job..&& a car. im working on it. && + it takes time. but dats it for this morning..until next time.

Be Real. Fck Fakes.

Peace. Love. && Swagg.

-@l3x-3r

Brandneww.

So life so far has been good. && i think things are going to get even better. + i got a new boo in my life. he is something new. brand neww.. =) but like ive been so flippen busy wit music && school and the summer is almost near. One more competion coming up and im gladd too. The past week has been nothing but hard headed gurls, no good boys, school day drama, choir vs. theatre, and anything else that could possibly go wrong. the thing with me is that.Whats the fckin point?? Lets get real people, some people are still on these childish games and some of dem are graduating. We have to move on from the little petty shyt that goes wrong. but enough of that.. i think me and my boo are gone make it official soon but not at the momment. i need some time. && he's the fxin' best. =) [ what dude you kno. write a song about cha gurl ] got to love it. So whats next in my life..umm idk but ima get back at yall wit an update but until next time.

Be real.Fck Fakes.

Peace.Love.&& Swagg.

-alexer