Big Hearts Break Easy ]=

Shyt happens..thats all i got to sayy. Today something was dropped on me that made me come to the conclusion=Love Sucks Azz. So ive been talking so someone that i thought would last but come to find out..he was holding back the fact that he was leaving in a month. So wats the point in falling for meh && have me try to fall for u. SO! instead of telling me all this before hand..he told meh at 5:05 pm on May 31, 2009 knowing that he was leaving in July! Lets be real yall. who the fuck does that. So after finding out this. i thought i would shead a damn tear for him. hell naw. i kno better. I thought he was sumthing different. but i guess not. if i knew this i would have just fucked wit you alil bit den dropped u. but nawww ya gurl was at the edge of the clift bout to jump off but then saw the light and turned away. So i guess they were right when they said "Big Hearts Break Easy" && Im just that gurl...
-alex

.heartbroken.

Jesse Boykins III..something sexy

So there is an artist by the name of Jesse Boykins III. I just fell in love with him && his music. He is one of the most influential soul artists out right now. I love his voice and his music in general. & + he is suppa sexy. One of my favorite songs from him is Tabloids ( Which i heard a while back but could never figure out who he was ) ;; now im starting to love Sunstar ( expecially his guitar version). But overall he is a good singer && ima fan of his now. I Love it . [=

peace.
-Alex

Sooo.

So like i fckin broke my phone. sucks i kno. ]= so hopefully i get a new one soon b/c i need to tawk to my hubby. I miss him hella lot. & so like i hate the fact that we can see each otha on the regular b/c i really like dude & i dont want us to grow apart. so like things need to go good wit him fareal b/c if not im chillen out on niccas for a while. dont need no drama. but i dont have much to sayy. so peace. [=

Be Real. Fck Fakes

-alex aka alexer

What A Week..

If this week wont a busy week..Ive been singing alot at the beginning of the week and then near the end I have been chillen. So lets go down the days.

Monday:

I was chillen you kno. just doing me and studying for my WH2 Sol. Not to much happen that day.

Tuesday:

I had the History Sol. thay jant was easy as a bitch. I mean like I flew through it.&& also I that day, I stayed afterschool to chill wit my peoples. We had alot of fun before our Spring Concert. Then the Spring Concert was jumpin. It was like the best performance I ever been in. But yeahhh dat jant was crazy. I had alot of fun. but i had to end the day on a badd note. I had to write a damn paper.

Wendsday:

Um I didnt kno we had to sing this day. But I sung at Montrell chuch and I had the worst headache and my stomach was talkin to me.The whole service we was acting a fool. Making faces at people. && not understanding a word the preacher was talking about. It was fun riding in Amy's big sexy van. lol Had sum kinda fun that day.

Thursday:

The first day I didnt have anything to do. So i painted my mom's pots for her flowers && they look sexy by the way.[=

Friday:
Thank god for Friday. I took a text up in Spanish and then left early to go to Hampton wit my mom. We did alil shopping and I'm happy. We chilled. Then like HE wanna act crazii. so i went to sleep.

Welll todaay is Saturday && I dont kno what I'm going to do.I dont want to go anywhere now. I dont feel to up to anything. I'm having my momment.&& I need to go to church or somthing. Relese some tension in my mind. I need my stress reliever. I dont kno if I'ma see HIM today. It all depends. Well thats it for now..

Be Real. Fuck Fakes.

muah[=

-@!3x

The Weekend. =)

Soooo like the weekend was kinda great..

Friday:
I went to this Relay For Lyfe at Petersburg Highschool. My boo couldnt come so i was so boredd. but i had alil bit of fun wit my friend tierra && my cuzzins.

it was okk.

Saturday:
Great azz day. =) So we went to a competiton && won by the wayy. . then me and my choir people went to kings dominion && hadd hella lot of fun. I mean damn it was so fun. we hadd alot of crazy momments. && then the bus ride back everybody was sleeppy. =) haha. well i can say it was a great day.

Sunday:

Badd day for me && i dont want to talk about it. lol

SO! thats how my weekend went and today was a ok day. Ive been resting and I'm bout to go get a perm so until next time...

Be Real. Fuck Fakes.

-@!3X

My Night.

So like I went to this little jant at Petersburg High School called Relay for Life. It was kinda cool. too badd my boo couldnt come =( i was hot az shyt out there && missing him so much cuz dis dude was all on meh. Well i had some good food and listened to some good music. =) it would have been the perfect night if he was there.. but until next time..

Be Real.Fuck Fakes.

-@!3X-3r

Im the Fckin Best =)

So like its morning && im listening to the song my boo wrote meh. =) its a good song. mite be profile worthy. haha. but like today im going to the Relay For Life at Petersburg High School. but the badd thing is HE is not gone be dere. =( but like dats ok doe. Im see him soon. today I get my fckin privisional liscence too. heyy!! ima be whippn' it on JULY 14 2009.

all i need is a job..&& a car. im working on it. && + it takes time. but dats it for this morning..until next time.

Be Real. Fck Fakes.

Peace. Love. && Swagg.

-@l3x-3r

Brandneww.

So life so far has been good. && i think things are going to get even better. + i got a new boo in my life. he is something new. brand neww.. =) but like ive been so flippen busy wit music && school and the summer is almost near. One more competion coming up and im gladd too. The past week has been nothing but hard headed gurls, no good boys, school day drama, choir vs. theatre, and anything else that could possibly go wrong. the thing with me is that.Whats the fckin point?? Lets get real people, some people are still on these childish games and some of dem are graduating. We have to move on from the little petty shyt that goes wrong. but enough of that.. i think me and my boo are gone make it official soon but not at the momment. i need some time. && he's the fxin' best. =) [ what dude you kno. write a song about cha gurl ] got to love it. So whats next in my life..umm idk but ima get back at yall wit an update but until next time.

Be real.Fck Fakes.

Peace.Love.&& Swagg.

-alexer